They Speak My Name

They speak my name in many ways
From the beginning to nowhere
I cannot hide and will not wait
this here is my agony
I am armed with self esteem
so don't you fucking laugh at me
from depression into mindless hiding against the wall
just to wake up from reality
this is travelling to a place called battlefield of sickness
I cannot hide and will not wait
this here is my agony
I am armed with self esteem
so don't you fucking laugh at me
they speak my name in many ways
but I still know who I am
nearly everything throws me off balance
black needs white
darkness needs light
I'm still fighting an endless fight
I cannot hide and will not wait
this here is my agony
I am armed with self esteem
so don't you fucking laugh at me